whisping what is bothering me.

I hate goodbyes.

I hate to pretend that i'm ok,but it's what i do all the time.

I hide my feelings to see who i love happy.

I cannot deny that i know how to deal with my scars,but it's so hard.

When i see what i did,i just cry my heart out.

My mistakes don't let me move on.

I'm so weak,so harmless.

I need a guidance to get over it.

I want to find i place where i belong to.

I will fly away to search my freddom.

I will run into the field and scream what is bothering me.

I will sit in the ground and see the sunset.

I will live,at least once in my whole life.

I wanna understand what it means..what it feels like.

Just let me go,I'm free now.

Come here...

I wanna taste your lips for the last time,

I wanna smell you to remind the time i used to smile when i heard 'i love you' all the time.

I just wanna say,

Goodbye.